It's officially ended

My complaining career that is.

At the end of my senior year of high school this guy made a comment to me that has stuck for forever.

"You really should keep tabs on your complaining, it's gotten worse."

Can you say WOW!?

Well it's stuck and I always, okay not always,

but when ever I notice my complaints I try to hold back or stop before they emerge.

This is the second strike though in one month.

I will no longer think of how much I am changing because of baby and despise some of it,

nor how some of the change hurts.

I am going to be grateful for this change

Thank my Heavenly Father for every pain and ache I feel.

Two women very close to me have encountered hardships I will never understand.

Their hardships and their desires to have children, which were finally reached

or dashed into a million pieces in just 10 minutes,

have made me realize how lucky I am and how blessed I am for these aches and pains.

So from now on you won't be hearing me complain or grimace about the pain,

I am going to be relishing every feeling that comes my way through the rest of these 5 months.